What is more important in life? Life itself or what you earn for life. I beleive it is Life. We think most of the time we choose our life. But in my opinion What ever we do to control the life, it is all chosen by fate. So when everything is decided by fate than why we should try to control something we can't. So be full of life. Let life choose the best natural path for itself. Dont hurry. Do whatever comes to your mind. Never stop your self. Dont pretend anything. Let everything happen as naturally as possible. For me pretending to be happy and being happy is two different things.

What i really expect from my surrounding is to be happy. Only a happy person can give happiness to others. To love others you need to love yourself.

So Keep loving yourself.